201111

again i go back home late. but my sister later than me just for countdown..
well, after countdown, everything still need to carry on.
feel lazy today after yesterday night celebration..
why student never have off day except sem break???

argh... ok, after complain, got to start the homework...

ps: new year wish? easy, hope everything goes well. but everyone knows that la, impossible =)
2010 life is high profile life, 2011 will be my low profile life

2010 x'mas

i feel very weird for this year Christmas.
no celebration
at least gathering with old friends
stay at home
at least gathering with my family n have a cleaning house
it is a holiday
but gotta do revision n do homework
no meet up with akb members
we have long time no meet each other since simon n sk's birthday.
suddenly miss them so much...
but hard to gather everyone, 5guys 5 girls

ps: every time when i feel appreciated, but it ends up with a spell that bad thing will happen.
seem like i shouldn't feel thankful, i should keep it as usual. can i hav a wish? i hope akb members can meet in 10 ppl one day but i think i m too greedy...

我很忙

今年要结束了，我却不知道还剩下几天就要迎接2011年。
之前忙着读书考试，直到日子却不知道2011年要结束了，忙到什么都不懂，真糟糕！
2011之后就是2012。大家相信2012吗？不知道为什么我的心里好像变态的，很想知道答案。是不是很变态？哈哈！
啊，不管啦！只要希望接下来是顺顺利利的，2012的那种东西要来就来啦！

不懂...

懂不懂？

不懂...

不懂要怎么办?

就这么办咯!跟它硬闯算了...

剩下一星期... 开始惨酷倒数...

不要看这篇文章也好

每次看戏，都是看人家的苦，只有眼睛感觉到苦，几小时后就忘得一干二净。

世界有很多诱惑，眼光会从不同角度变化。

人啊，活在这世上，不可能一个人就可以活。

抱歉,现在心里很多烦恼,表达出来的东西也很复杂.又要伤你们的脑袋了.不要看也好. =)

现在只想要有一个依靠. 也许是我脆弱吧!

大愛電視DaAiTV_大愛劇場_一閃一閃亮晶晶_精彩片花_5分版.wmv

this is the drama that i watched recently. if i free, i will write more about my feeling on this drama!

几首好歌

http://www.newdaai.tv/?view=detail&id=75620

http://www.newdaai.tv/?view=detail&id=75362

click on the link then u can listen to the music.
i oso post them in my facebook,
coz i like it too muc!^^
希望你会喜欢！

hope u like these!

DESSERTS

recently i can feel the days are lesser
i can feel i more pressure now
although there is 1 month left
but i know myself
so that's y i stressed...

"STRESSED
 DESSERTS"
                     ---quoted from my lecturer ^^

i m not tat crazy yet ^^

direction of life

when u reach an age, u will ask urself
what for i was born to the earth?
when i was young, i go for learning
when i grow up, go into community for work,

if possible married, having another family,
nurture the next generation n wait the children grow up,
they married again n b the nanny of grandchildren,
it sounds good, rite?

otherwise, the whole life will b single. maybe it wont be a very terrible life too.

some friends will ask me, what kind of life u prefer after ur study life?
working n working until retirement age?
ya, i was wondering sometimes ago.
maybe i think too muc. maybe my life wont be so bored.
maybe i become an ergasiomania, then i wont blame that my job is boring, it life up my life instead.

i cant forecast my future exactly, although i have chosen my future plan n on the way developing.
maybe what i do now for my future, it wont b my future, maybe it yes
life is full of uncertainty, so just do my best now.
again, what for i was born to the earth?
i still considering n step what i should step ahead.
maybe u will feel that i am leading u in the circle n back to the point that tell u nothing here, at least i think it before this topic. i m sure everyone will think it too, juz different people, different answer.

遗憾

每个人的人生中一定有自己的遗憾
是多或少的分别罢了
人生没有十全十美
一个小污点就可以让人生不能百分百完美
小小年纪，遗憾多多，要怎么过下半生呢？
路还长，人生的生老病死都还没过
不能轻易低头

我很在乎还没解决的遗憾
回想这些遗憾，
就觉得自己是失败者

但是，路还是得走下去


　

juz want to monolog~~ bla bla bla

when i offline, i got a lot of things in my mind
when i online, my mind is blank
i think i got to always online to input my inspiration
hah! that is impossible, u think u r author?

anyway, this is my 1st time stay at home during deepavali festival since i become a college student
i feel grateful to be a malaysian as i can enjoy a lot of  festival n holidays in malaysia!
grateful bcoz of holidays, haha!
but indeed, i dont know about indian at all...  except their deepavali! XD

hoho! not X'mas day, is happy deepavali!
yuan de bu neng na~~~ (this is fake)
varacum! (thanks!--this is real!)

hate

i hate to be forced
i hate to explain to the stubborn people
i have no energy to fight with that rock
i regret to do any promises to her
high blood pressure now

忍，忍多了，请叫我忍者！

年纪越大，越需要懂得控制自己的情绪
我自认我的脾气不好
家里有一个人可以磨练我
虽然忍住的时候，我的心好像要爆炸似的
但是始终都要忍！！！

百忍成金！！

我忍你！！！

对不起。

好，我赞同你
我下次愿意坦诚相见
但我愿意面对面解决
对不起，每次的隐瞒。

我们多久没见面？
见一见，好让我们的关系更上一层楼！

我现在反而最想见的是你们两位
因为一切可以直接解决

tears drop down bcoz of fall down

i fell down before
fell down many times
fall down again now
become painless
but my tears drop down
the tears should be filled in the pail
n keep it
keep it to flash back
how many liter i drop the tears down
for these stupid things!

有理我不怕 只怕有理说不清

做很多事情都要深思熟虑

勿一时之气做下决定

未来的自己会觉得

原来曾经自己是傻子

理智会在生气时消失

旁人应给予援助

避免来不及悬崖勒马

值得吗?一件小事结束所有东西?

若是如此,我只能无奈

累了,不想重讲同样的东西

只想面对面解决

有理我不怕

只怕有理说不清

我高兴, 因为她的坦诚

但不知他了解与否.

ps: lazy to translate into english as mandarin can help me transmit my feeling directly w/o misunderstanding.
sorry for inconvenient.

past time hobby

they are my collection when i was a child.

we exchanged the stamp with friends when we were young. 

nowadays, will the children follow our steps? 

or they juz playing games on internet?

raining day mood down

recently, the weather in klang very bad
keep on raining
cloudy sky
cloudy mood
fill in my heart
not only 1 case

the time is around the corner
my heart beat faster
i pray for what
i dont know
juz hope everything will be alright

games

u like it?
everyone likes it
but i hate the games which hurt people
i dont want to play
but it suddenly involve me
even i shout stop

hide n seek
i rather play with kids
they are more kind than the adults

remember n forget

remember what i should remember
forget what i should forget
force myself to forget
is it worthwhile to do that?
only make myself suffer

i hate the silent environment
it makes me think a lot of rubbish

but i need the environment too
as i need it for my revision

stop! stop thinking rubbish!
juz put the beneficial things inside ur mind!

时间. 味道

寻找不到那个味道，
可是偏偏要硬闯
结果，如我所料，
味道找不回了。。。
时间冲淡一切
冲淡味道
我该不该再去闯呢？

不好意思，喃喃自语，你们很难听明的。

天上挂明月,人间庆佳节,齐共享天伦

“长到那么大，第一次离家在外提灯笼，点蜡烛耶！”老妈子说道。

是的！我们全家从来都没有试过这样的庆祝方式！这都是来自诡计多端，爱怪独特的老二的“诡计”,就是要长途跋涉到期待已久的巴生港口，八号桥庆祝别开生面的中秋晚会之家庭聚会！

为何是别开生面呢?简单咯!因为那里浪漫嘛!不过呢,少了两位,所以并不是很团圆...

其实,这个提议,我是没什么信心的啦,因为呢...

一,我老豆啊,时常bang我的idea的咯!讲到巴生港口啊,我老豆时常迷路,所以怕他bang我.幸亏,我还有一个支持者,我老妈子!不过,这关很容易过,因为我老豆出奇的支持我!

再来,怕老天bang我,要天不作美,那我的灯笼买来就是变成准备明年了...哈哈!庆幸的事,老天不捣蛋,与我合作,没有扫我的兴!

第三,就是担心那里没什么人,担心会有安全问题.至于这点呢,不必担心,由于我的点子对于他人一点都不特别,不新鲜,所以就有人潮咯!但并非多人咯!

(情侣们都在恨我们!你知道的啦,那里暗暗地,nyek nyek nyek...:P)

哦!还有还有,就是担心风太大!呵呵!一切都很顺利!间中突然刮大风,但对我们没有任何威胁,因为我们在提着灯笼!

刚到时,已经看到一些人点着灯笼,把灯笼挂在树上,风景极其优美!

下车,开始点蜡烛!

我长这么大,从没有看过爸妈亲自下来,跟我一起点蜡烛.通常是我们这三只猴子抢着做的工嘛,好让猴爸爸猴妈妈看孩子的杰作.

(不过呢,没有任何创意,点就是点,没有搞任何花样,嘻~)

可是这次我想了一些点子,依然英雄无用武之地~因为点到来,站起来,蜡烛个个燃尽了...

便宜货就是这样,越长越瘦的蜡烛!　

过了一段时间,我们提起灯笼,去参考别人的杰作.

月光穿过一棵一棵树立在走廊的树爷爷,把它们独特风格,爵士埔士洒在巴生港口的石头上;

路边微弱的路灯,没有抢掉我们灯笼烛光的风头;

疲惫了一整天海浪,轻轻地打在石头上;

风儿轻轻经过,偶尔加快速度,调皮地吹熄烛光;

挂在树上的灯笼,点在地上的蜡烛,小孩子天真快乐的笑声,年轻的少年们互逗来互逗去,老人在旁看着孙子快乐的玩乐,个个都有自己的活动.

应该是一群踏入社会做工的年轻人在那里提灯笼,顺便在这美丽浪漫巴生港口味道的地方庆祝生日.黑压压地,看不清是哪位寿星.不管了,继续停在某个地方,又继续点蜡烛!

不好意思啦,没带月饼来,所以你听我讲的故事是有点儿闷的...(不许讲很闷!)

更糟的事,没有带相机来!!!只好让我的手机相机出场来出糗出糗一下~可惜啊!没有相机拍下这么美丽的一幕!!!

我的描写文很差,我已经尽量让你们感受我在场的气氛了,想像不到不管我的事咯~

我拼命的咔嚓咔嚓,老豆却在闲着,躺在地上,老妈子又继续点蜡烛.直到厌倦了的老豆,催我们离开.

可是童心未眠的老妈子死赖不走,要所有的蜡烛都亮着,才愿意离开.可惜啊,她的蜡烛孩子,被调皮的风当作生日蛋糕的蜡烛吹熄了.没办法,我们强硬拉着顽固不灵的老妈子离开这"伤心地"(哈哈!)

来看看我的烂杰作吧!

一条虫

啊！虚度光阴啊！
明知有任务在身
却在电脑前流连忘返
游手好闲
抱着床头呼呼大觉
和之前忙得要死要活的过去
天渊之别！！
快要变成一个大懒虫了！！

（幸好明天是中秋节，才有一点点起劲！）

顺便在部落格里祝大家中秋节快乐！！！

每逢佳节倍思亲，无法在家的朋友，有心就好！（在替你们的父母说话，嘻嘻！）

要求

这个年龄了
有要求是对的
最基本要求是思想成熟
父母就能够安心得多

确实，我思想不够成熟
难免不了他们的担忧

it may be the last

week by week,
it has gone
we all did the same things together
only for these few weeks
maybe soon
this scenario is hard to appear
u know the reason

we all put our last effort in the room
on the bed, on the chair, walked around
every corner in the room
took lunch n dinner in front of laptop
finish meals, continue our task

every morning
everyone a cup of coffee
that we never take it routinely

every night
scare the night finish early
when the time came,
juz didnt care anything
laid on the bed went into the dream
this became our routine life
but juz for these weeks

whatever we did these past few weeks
soon will know the result

the only can do is
cross the fingers
and look to the sky
(even i can guess the result)

i like her comment

since we were young, our essay muz be submitted to teacher and let them viewed and marked. this culture continued until my secondary school. but now, our "essay" will only be marked during our exam period, and so we won't know the exact problem that we wrote on that "essay".

i really miss that diligent teachers who marked our essay as we will know the standard that we achieve and it just like a quality certified! haha!

now, i really difficult to know what standard am i now (indeed i know it but juz don't know whether it is improving or fall behind)

today, i heard her comment even there is a little small comment that she gave. she said that i always applied what i learn from the class i will apply it in everywhere, facebook n oso blog. but i really didnt realized that i used it in my blog before, haha!

ya, indeed, i really happy on this, even it is juz a little praise on my blog. =)
therefore, i shall not give up myself, continue to apply what i learn before and apply it anywhere, anytime.

her comment boost up my confident level, thanks =) ur words will always keep in my mind. (so be careful what you said, i will always remember, haha! juz kidding, hope u wont mind :p)

看穿你

many ppl always think of "me"
many ppl always keep demanding
many ppl always think of a good return if they have do anything
they never say stop

except only those pitfall fall against them

unhappy weekend

i juz want a calm place to settle down my obligation

i juz want an understanding from you

unwanted disturbs are rejected


--thanks if all of these can disappear in a second, but i know these wont be happened--

no turning back

a photo make me forget everything
move forward
no turning bac

因为在乎，所以珍惜

敏感是女人的强项
要不然男人就不会搔破脑袋
搞不清女人要的是什么

我也是女人
我的敏感度也不弱
我会感觉到周边的突变

我只想说
我是感觉到，知道

也许，我的了解能力不如敏感度
不知受伤害的程度有多少
以为，一个以为让我很困惑

在乎，当然在乎
因为它非比寻常

别把一时之气作为永远的遗憾
它是我的经历
我不愿它重倒覆辙

它回来了，我开心了

study oversea?

actually i nvr think whether i want to go for england for further study
coz it is up to u.

oversea study or oversea trip? it is more likely oversea trip

worthwhile to go or not?

well, need to figure out.

a lot of consideration before take an action.

过程

朋友，
在通过一些感情化学物品，
变成情侣

速来速去

最近没灵感，
心里却想要表达，
可是却是一片空白

望着部落格，
迅速sign in sign out，
没留一篇文章，
觉得自己退步了。。。

PS Man OST 偷心大聖 PS 男 - 我們沒有在一起 - 劉若英 Rene Liu

its original singer



你一直说的那个公园已经拆啦
还记得荡着秋千日子就飞起来
漫漫的下午阳光都在脸上撒野
你那傻气我真是想念

那时候小小的你还没学会叹气
谁又会想到他们现在喊我女王
你哈哈笑的样子倒是一点没变
时间走了谁还在等呢

这杯咖啡忘了加糖真不是我那么伤感
世界太复杂你说单纯很难我当然都明白

可是啊只有你曾陪我在最初的地方
只有你才能了解我要的梦从来不大
我们没有在一起至少还像情侣一样
我痛的疯的伤的在你面前哭得最惨

我知道你也不能带我回到那个地方
你说你现在很好而且喜欢回忆很长
我们没有在一起至少还像家人一样
总是远远关心远远分享

那条路走啊走啊走啊总要回家
两隻手握着晃啊晃啊捨不得放
你不知道吧后来后来我都在想
跟你走吧管它去哪呀

这杯咖啡忘了加糖真不是我那么伤感
世界太复杂你说单纯很难我当然都明白

可是啊只有你曾陪我在最初的地方
只有你才能了解我要的梦从来不大
我们没有在一起至少还像情侣一样
我痛的疯的伤的在你面前哭得最惨

我知道你也不能带我回到那个地方
你说你现在很好而且喜欢回忆很长
我们没有在一起至少还像家人一样
总是远远关心远远分享

可是啊只有你曾陪我在最初的地方
只有你才能了解我要的梦从来不大
我们没有在一起至少还像情侣一样
我痛的疯的伤的在你面前哭得最惨

我知道你也不能带我回到那个地方
你说你现在很好而且喜欢回忆很长
我们没有在一起至少还像家人一样
总是远远关心远远分享

我们没有在一起至少还像朋友一样
你远远的关心其实更长

周杰倫 Jay Chou - 煙花易冷 Fireworks Cool Easily [Piano]

真让人听出耳油啊！宁愿听者为他弹都不要听周杰伦的，哈哈！（虽然他在某一段有点不熟练）

what is love?

indeed, i didn't know what is love deeply when i was young
now, i figure n figure

WHAT IS LOVE?

if u like that person, u dont care about what is his/her bad things, right?

3 conclusion in my understanding of how to fall in love:
- 1 is both of u dunno each other. but they always meet up to know each other well. from the curiousity to familiar. once u know the person well, u may get attracted of the person, n fall in love to the person.

-next is vice versa from the above.

-another one is both of them are friends n they fall in love after some times.

which one can guarantee the love more last forever?

maybe my conclusion will be wrong. bcoz my mind is still upgrading, i mean i m not mature n not experience, love love thing is the adult's game ^^
that's why i m so confuse on this. indeed, i have a child mind, haha!

头大头大

哎。。情为何物？

昨晚与朋友的交谈，

从爱情到宗教，

这两个话题都是让人头大的东西

怎样辩论

都是没结果

真烦人！

圈内的朋友出现情侣是值得让人高兴还是担忧的事呢？

习惯就好！

又发泄了

傻里傻气，垂头丧气，神不守舍，一言难尽，遗憾无比，大石压心，不停叹气，无可奈何，

找不到四个字来形容我现在的心情了！！！！！

家里不富贵，拿利比那来当红酒灌醉自己，可是还是很清醒的打部落格。

其实也没什么，来这里自嘲自嘲。

发泄结束

原谅我浪费空间，浪费时间，浪费电源来让我来这里发泄。

谢谢。

无厘头发作。。。

请见谅。。。

let me abreact...

when i am doing revision
sometimes make me crazy
i feel i want to swallow all the books into my stomach
sometimes i tell myself
i dont care how difficult u are
i need to move on
i need to say i love u
but really
really it drive me insane!

so tat's y it called as "professional papers"!

Want to be professional? need to cross over these steps only can reach ur final destination!

Again, tell myself, i love u, P1, P2 n P3!!!

otak pecah!!

What should I do?
Bon Odori is coming soon,
but i can not find anyone accompany with me...
i want to find him,
but i not yet ask him
i think he is not interested on this event
if i want to go there,
at least know the direction
but i dunno how to go...
i need transport and driver...
ar... i dont want to miss it
maybe it is not as what i expected
but at least i can go there to have a look

Sherlock Holmes

Yesterday i juz watched a downloaded movie which called "Sherlock Holmes", a detective movie. I only can thumb up to express my comment on this movie!

I though the main character, Sherlock Holmes is a real person but he is a fictional character of late 19th and early 20th centuries who first appeared in publication in 1887. It really make me disappointed because he was a brilliant person and i really admire him. Sadly, he is a fictional character...

By the way, this movie is worth to watch it. In addition, i like to watch detective movie so certainly i will recommend this movie to my dear friends. It is really an interesting movie, full of curiosity, a lot of unknown logical science explanation mention in the movie that only make me nod my head eventhough i don't understand what are they trying to explain. Haha! Follow blindly...

In the movie, it talks about how Sherlock Holmes detect the cases. He uses his brilliant mind, his intellectual detection method, and his right-hand man plus best friend, Dr. Watson to detect the cases. Dr. Watson is a very good assistant to Sherlock Holmes in detecting the cases. All among the cases are very challenging cases. He is a private detective but he always been invited by the police to follow the trickiness cases.

Well, i should stop to reveal any story about the movie and let u discover by yourself if u able to find the movie and download it ur own. i hope u will like it!

(quite lazy to write more further about the movie, hehe~)

BON ODORI

BON ODORI is an annual japanese festival celebration in malaysia
i wait it for so long already
every year i miss it since i know this festival
i very curious on it
i want to go with many people, like my family members, secondary friends n more more friends, but i gotta choose to go with who
i really happy to share with my friends about this festival
it may not as interesting as i think
but i would like to go n take a look
^^

go n take a look!
http://www.dslrfanclub.com/events/169-bon-odori-2010-shah-alam.html

juz do it!

when i am growing up,
confident level is different from everyday
i always envy n jealous how good they are
how brilliant they are
no matter wat i envy or jealous
it helps me nothing
nothing

do is better than thinking
juz do it!

年龄 vs 样貌

21岁了!又如何?
外面的陌生人怀疑我的年龄
一脸稚气
拿出身份证来证实我的年龄
他们脸上可以直接告诉你:呼!不可置信!

哎...其实我可以是司空见惯,要变的麻木了
可是我还是很在乎
有时候用自我安慰的想法
"不用紧啦,酱才表示你年轻嘛!人家要都没"
可是还是过不了那关!

我之所以那么担心是怕以后我出来工作
我还是那样让人不可置信的样貌
他们愿意聘请我吗?
嗯,没错,做工是靠实力,不是靠样貌
况且我这行不需要
但,形象固然重要!

哎...应该没事的啦!
以后出来把自己改一改
问题也变得不是问题了吧!

看脸变身

最近很懊恼，不是为学业
而是为自己的性格

最近很多人很直接的说不喜欢我这么直接的说话
应该是说我shoot人，可我一直以来都是这样
活了这么多年，我常常都是这样与朋友说话
当然，只对熟悉的朋友

嗯，寻求了好朋友的意见
有的说，这是我的性格，没什么不对，这才像我;
有的说,说话要看对象,不喜欢那样的千万别对他或她们那样
嗯,没错,不是每个人愿意和你那样癫的

哎...幸亏我那些姐妹愿意与我癫
不然,我要用另一种方法来包装自己,伪装自己!
(讨厌虚伪的人,更何况虚伪的自己!)

口是心非的女人

女人口是心非真的很一流
实在不五体投地都不行
这都是因为心太软
最后没有得到好的结果
才来苦苦哀求
当初不该酱酱酱
女人啊！

mad lady with unsound mind

sometime when i get mad
i really do a very bad thing
i hope i wont do tat bad attitude
when i mad
i dunno wat have i done
really a bad habit
i should change
rectify tat bad habit b4 bring to the bad effect!

哦 !羡煞他人的情人!

我的爸爸妈妈是一对很恩爱的夫妻
上个学期，我在家里好像变成一个电灯泡
整天在家里充电
有时候在学院也是做某某人的电灯泡
在学院又充电
他们的恩爱程度，羡煞人家！
做父母的电灯泡，我不在乎，
因为爸爸妈妈都很喜欢我的存在
他们的打情骂俏
也让我羡慕不已
还真希望能找到一个像我爸爸酱的男人
顾家，爱老婆，爱孩子，责任感的男人
这个世界上，还有像我爸爸这样的第二个好男人吗?

同时,我要学会面对这对情侣(除了我父母之外)
面对他们的打情骂俏
甜甜蜜蜜
恩恩爱爱
看他们拍托
令我都觉得甜甜的
感染到我
让我好像要有一个似的

他们的恩爱
希望可以见到他们一起手牵着手步向红地毯.^^

瞬间的过去

有些事情来得快,去得快,
就像流星划过夜空,
来得及看到的人至少能做一些事,
没有遗憾.

强烈对比的朋友

最近，我有一对很强烈对比的朋友，那就是Miss Positive和Miss Negative
她们一直围绕我身边
若我选择Miss Positive, Miss Negative也会出来跟我碎碎念
我就变成neutral?
不,我是变成矛盾
有她们在,好处坏处也有
只是看你怎样把你的第二选择驱走
这样,你就不会那么烦恼
(有那么简单?我也不知道...)

contented mind? or stupid mind?

i m like a small little girl
easy to b persuaded
a very little small thing can make me happy
until feel like want to fly to the sky
is tat call a contented mind?
haha! hope so

神经脑袋!

最近心情有问题
老是想要骂人
尤其是爱骂某某人是践货

拜托啦!
你是女生
怎么可以这样没品德!

在我写部落格的同时,
那个践货终于给我信息了!
心跳一百!!!
哈哈!!神经开始错乱!!!

ladies coach

when i was taking train back home today
i was entering the ladies coach
two indo guys tried to go in
but they have been stopped by two malay girls
as u know
malay girl la!
i dont need to explain further
then the guys ignore them
but they asked them to go to other coaches again
then the guys only went to others

b4 this plan implemented, i wondered if other coaches oso full but the ladies coaches still can fill in a lot of people, how are they going to settle this.

next, another chinese guy came in.
1st, he stood at somewhere in the ladies coaches
coz other coaches are full
after the lady who was sitting beside me left
then he came to sit beside me.
at 1st, he wanted to sit beside the malay girl who juz now asked the guys entered other coaches
i worry abt the malay girl n the chinese guy
but the guy suddenly changed his mind to sit beside me
ok, luckily he sat beside me.
the malay girl stared at him for a few seconds
but she didnt require him to go other coaches
haha! she kept silent
i was laughing in my heart
but i used my hand to cover my face

the chinese guy juz acted nature
ignored the malay girl
em, i like it!
coz i dont like they kacau only of this small business
he couldnt do anything
coz full of girls here

emm, really a conservative mind...

是时候回来了！

杨小姐
请回来
白日梦
不再有
回来现实
把那习惯给丢掉！

tired of torturing

shud let it go? shud i?
torturing me with this kind of not confirmation
hate this kind of feeling!

BROga n PD

finally back to my hometown
yesterday n today crazy again
only slept for 1 hour
then we started our journey to broga hill

km b a driver
i was helping her on catching mk's friend who is a hyper high speed car driver
n ensure she didnt fall asleep

after prepared everything
started
climbed n rested
reached 1st peak
we still in the dark n strong wind
felt cool
but we could see the beautiful night view of semenyih
keep going after rest on 1st peak until 2nd peak
rest again n took picture
after 2nd peak
we faced a problem
the fans of climbing told us there is very dangerous for the following way
but we kept continue going
until we dunno which peak were we at
waited for the sunrise
unfortunately the fog was getting much n much more
then raining
luckily there was not heavily
if not the way back to foothill will b very wet n dangerous

then we left
started our photo session again
non stop
bcoz we saw the sun but no sun rose
finally we saw the beautiful scenery broga hill view under the sun

raised up my thumb
believe me, it really nice!
well, it is not as challenging as bukit melawati that we climbed 1st time
it is very easy
even a little child or old people also can climb it
after the crazy non stop photo session
we left broga hill
like a machine
we went down non stop
soon, we at the foothill
left broga hill

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next, port dickson
all guys played water in the sea
all girls juz stepped on the beach n capturing photo

i dislike PD
it is very dirty
but they have less opportunity to go to the seaside
then i followed their plan without any objection
(i shud say i muz follow them bcoz i didnt have any choices)

the "salesman" keep asking us banana boat
we were not interested
they were very annoying until said a lot of rubbish
n made me felt they are not polite!

back home, left PD, felt happy coz very boring at there

P/S: no photo temporary +.+

Crazy nite

I want sleep
I juZ wanna sleep
y don't let me sleep
so regret to join them
missing him
but I don't want call or text him
today is first time he didn't contact me
make me missing him so much

today=520

"i got it! i got my year 2 ticket!"

ya, as wat i wrote in my facebook wall post
i really happy n surprise to wat i did for last sem
i sacrificed for my internship time
to deal with resit papers
finally, i did my best
while i viewed my result
i wanted to scream!
not bcoz i got a bad result
it is a good result tat i NEVER expect
BUT i couldnt scream
bcoz i checked the result in library
how bad i m, not confident at all!
haha!

happy?
ya, really happy
but i cant play play during my year 2
lecturers push n push
boost n boost everyday every subject
i muz tell myself
STUDY
only these 5 alphabets in my mind
want to relax?
juz like lecturers said
"after graduate, u got a plenty of time to do wat u like"
really? i dont think so
we will be controlled by our employer
lost freedom than as a student
i can c it from my senior
haha!

anyway, try my best to get more "oxygen" during my year 2! haha!
i hope u understand my special description here! ^^

520

520 is a meaningful no
but i wont forget these no
coz 520 make me heart beating fast
520 fall on next thurs
hope everything is fine
cheer up
everything will b fine
juz as simon said ^^
pls... allow me to take the yr 2 ticket!

a very busy nite

all bcome so sudden yesterday nite
u all made me crazy n happy
i couldnt sleep at nite
coz of u...

nvm, we cant make it this week
but i dont have mood to do it next week
i worry
my result will b released soon
dont call me out on thurs
until i cool down
then i only find u all

叶问2

叶文2的故事内容和以前的武打戏一样
千篇一律

但是不同的是
这次的武打全都是集中在手
因为是永春拳
听到戏里的演员说永春时
我很敏感,
因为我的名字刚好相符于它的一个字
哈哈!
看看戏里的演员
再看看他们的身手
他们都是武打演员
但是他们都是前辈
年轻一辈的呢?
少之又少
难道很少人学中华武术了吗?
还是我见识少
其实还是有一大把的人在学习着?
但愿如此
不希望它消失
因为它是
我们华人的文化
我们的光荣!

勇气

勇气!你在哪里?
很久没见到你了!
我需要你!
我需要你来给我做很多很多的事情
快回来!

捐血

他成功捐了血！

原来还有很多人都那么自私

孩子做了好事

竟然骂自己的孩子这么笨

捐这么多血来干嘛！

管他的！捐就是啦！

能捐更多是你的福！

晤。。。

羡慕能捐血的人

假期了，体重还是一般

没有增

我想要捐血

四十五才行

但学校禁止我

四十四，差一点而已！

我要吃到很饱才四十五

他们又不给

昨天站着一整天

吃得少

不可能到这体重

金口

再不关心地球，它就会这样

它们不是垃圾，他们的用处还多！

它很神奇，让我妈妈变得很professional!哈哈！

许愿树

叮叮叮叮！很满足听到这些声音，同时满足他人的需求

你浴佛了吗？

今天是做善事?

今天是为妈妈做事?

今天是奉献给菩萨?

我不晓得

在这里，好言好语需要通通拿出来，

我这金口，总爱把它锁住，

因为我是很难对陌生人就如对熟人一样

可以很熟悉，很自在的对待

嘻嘻！

这次办得不错

次序还是一样：乱

我也跟着乱！哈哈！

伤口

你说: "爱你越深，越是看清你，越是看轻你。"

很喜欢你这句

但是恋爱时不可能会听到这句

看了你的部落格

是,你说的一切都是对

你是一个...

这些都不必说了

因为我懂,你懂

我们说这么多

都是没用了

最多是靠时间爷爷

助你一臂之力

==+==+==+==+==+==+==+==+==+==+==+==+==+==+==

昨天唱歌时

我们全都懂

我这没恋爱经验的

不懂得给予劝告

我这笨蛋

最近很少唱歌

一直点错歌

点了唱了才懂歌词内容

哦!傻乎乎的我!

对不起,我点错歌...

那一刻,我忘了有什么快乐的歌可以唱

笨透了!

PS:

我最近又帮爸爸缝衣补洞,你要不要我帮你缝你的伤口?

可是我的杰作很丑,我怕我帮你缝了,你会怪我一世

因为下面就是我的"光荣"的杰作!哈哈!

恐怖吧?嘻嘻!(一点都没有潜能,最好不要转来这行,会破坏那边的面子!哈哈!)

学习

"你要学她,学她会体恤,谅解别人."

阿妈这样告诉我

是 我承认我不是一个很体贴的人

每次都不会想得很周全

我容易忽略他人的感受

有了这性格

与他人相处才能和乐融融

我必须向她学习

a naughty girl

yesterday i was too naughty

i did a bad thing on my dad

when we were playing

haha! we were very enjoy on tat game

BUT happened something bad on my dad

oh... made me so regret...

next time i wont play this game with my dad again

to avoid ur leg treated by me badly...

sorry my dad, i only can help u is

help u carry ur things from up to down, down to up

hehe, sorrryyyyyyyyy........

after eight years, we meet again

my friend,

actually we didnt know very well when we were in primary school

but i never think u wish to see me again after 8 years.

u get my contact no from them (even tot they never talked about u in front of me b4.)

u try ur best to find back ur friend n continue our friendship

we are alike

we have the same thinking

we did the same thing before

it sound like very stupid for our action

we insist ourself and sent many letter even they juz replied once

maybe our action made them felt touch

haha! finally it worked!

i felt so shock

i never think we can meet each other again

u really treasure our friendship

although we wrote many rubbish in our 纪念册when we were in standard six

because of our naive thinking

(i mean all of standard six students including u n i)

but we really make it

we keep in touch

thanks, my dear friend =)

my requisition on this blog

although my blog is showed publicly, but i juz let some to view it, pls dont spread it out & only i have the right to choose who to know it. thanks for ur cooperation. for those people who know my blog (i let u know bcoz i trust u, dont let me disappointed), pls keep it secret, let me write my blog based on my needs! thanks!^^

Ah!! only i will facing heart beating fast at 20 may!

SOON school reopen

SOON result will be released

SOON i will know whether i should receive the ticket for 2nd year

I VERY NERVOUS

AND only i will face this alone this sem =(

PS: if tomorrow we still carry on our plan, let me scream inside the box! please wait outside 1st, my ji mui, let me scream 1st then u come in n start our plan! haha! i m kind of crazy!

兜风

我喜欢兜风

坐在车上兜风

汽油起价

因为它越来越少了

我得改掉我这喜好

对！我还可以骑脚车去兜风！

没有车，至少有脚车

环保又健身

同时可享受阵阵凉爽的风

看着不同的物景

好舒服 好自在

天上的小鸟

我也是可以自由地兜风

我不必羡慕你！

PS:

要脚车带我兜风,

就是轮胎没有风!

我这个人有点疯!

我想点唱龙卷风,

但别带走我的疯!

嘻! ^^

很久没这么样了!

觉得自己就好像被先斩后奏

不要问我为什么

我不想说

我只想骂人

很久没有这么气了!

最后,她明白我怒气的原因

幸亏她没有再火上加油

不然我一开嘴就会烧死人!

最后我的怒气也消了

一切都是那些原因

不然我不必这样

当时很想找他来求救

可惜我不懂那个地方在哪里

他又不得空

不用了

还是跟随她们吧!

(不要问我为什么,我只想发泄!)

21岁生日

我不解，我疑惑

为什么一定要21岁生日时

把自己搞得像公主王子

富丽堂皇，山珍海味，人山人海的

生日趴地？

当天就好像小粉丝来到

“崇拜”的偶像的签唱会一样

也许当天你会发现到有很多张陌生的面孔

忘了他们是爸爸的 还是妈妈的亲戚

免了吧！

这样岂不是像应酬会多过生日趴地？

我情愿办一个只给自己喜欢的人

如:我的宝贝家人

与我交清深厚的朋友相聚一块

一起分享我的生日喜悦

我不喜欢应酬

也不喜欢人家来应酬我

要我邀请不熟的朋友

很难...

可惜我生日当天

一切事与愿违

i hate him!

i hate the person scold me without any reason

if the person wants to scold me nvm

but i dont want to hear the person scold me with the rude words!

i hate u! i want to kick u out from my facebook

quite regret to accept u

i give the person one more chance

if the person say sorry to me!

dont force me to do tat!

(but i still chatting with him... oh gosh!)

假期将尽

虽然假期里有计划了几个活动，

但要进行这些活动

就会更靠近开学时间

就会越不想开学

西蒙说得对，实习这段期间

真叫人难回去上课时间

（虽然我没有实习到什么）

四叶草

是商家的做生意的手法还是真实？

四叶草真得很难找到吗?

还是它根本没有在这世上?

四叶草被人类包装成什么信誉,爱情,健康,财富,

是真的吗?还是只是人类胡说八道??

a very unexpected n rush trip

we started the trip bcoz of ignorant simon

actually it needs 1hour+ to reach our destination

but i kept looking on the watch

they still not yet reached

i worry my parent disallowed me to go

finally they reached.

after fetch a e, then start our journey

where were we going? haha!

SEKINCHAN

simon really ignorant,

he started to imagine he slept on the paddy field

(paddy is grow on soil n fertilize with.... n there got a lot of animals inside the paddy field)

after 1 hour n 30 mintues, we reached sekinchan.

simon n sook kuan never see paddy field.

of course they felt so excited

same with me when i came here 1st time

but i came here b4 with my xueji friends

we stepped on the soil we stepped on the water channel

we smell the paddy

simon washed his legs in the water channel

(it is a very muddy water channel)

of course we started our photo session

sook kuan very scared to step on the water channel

then we left her n walk along the water channel

n captured photo with any poses

start our part time job again! (part time model)

next, we went to look for dinner.

unfortunately, a traffic jam

maybe yesterday was labour day.

to avoid feeling boring, we capture photo again ^^

we kidnapped a chun gu back to our home as our AKB maid!

dont focus on my hand, it is only the shooting angle problem. hehe...

good job! i wont pay for u! haha!

he is the organizer for this plan, an ignorant organizer...

keep playing on mk's iphone n like a beh using iphone

we reached kuala selangor for our seafood dinner at 7.30pm

we found restaurant

chose which one is more delicious n which one is faster

we didnt have enough time to spend

then we chose the restaurant which is less customers

(less customers = not delicious in the point of view of mun kit

but for me, we could eat faster n left earlier)

we wait again...

finally our food came after 8.30pm

(out of my expectation)

we all exhausted

we ate very fast.

we acted didnt care of simon who was busy talking with handphone

we ordered crab, sotong, taufu, man tou.

simon didnt know how to eat crab

he tot that 4 legs couldnt eat n he threw away

luckily i saw that

if not, it was so wasted n simon was throwing money!

a e taught him how to eat

i always the last one finished eating

while i busy eating the crab, they busy capture photo

so crab, i, them in a few of photo.

seem like i m the spokeperson of the restaurant

finally, i finished my task,

then we all departed from here n back klang

it is different now, coz we left from kuala selangor,

then we need 1 hour to get back to klang

soon, we reached

everyone was damn tired

especially our green tea monkey driver

thank you so much

AKB ALWAYS AKB

we blacklisted again

our traditional custom is

always late to start our plan n finish our plan very late,

photo session is too long (but very nice effect!),

always take the dinner very late until the shop wants to close ord but we still crazy taking photo,

always shout or ignore other people watch on us sometime i know we are always get other people attraction (especially simon's every single movement),

n maybe more n more blacklisted idea will come out soon...

(seem like i so expect it to come out, actually is not! i wish they cut some bad traditional custom! so we wont waste so much of time)

sometime they really make me angry, crazy, happy

dont know whether i shall appreciate you or wat...

but i feel very lucky to meet all of u!

although we are not from the same courses, same classes (except four of us)

2 years ago

latest

amazing of light painting

after read from my friend's blog which is about light painting,

i flash back tat i did it b4 when i was in genting with my friends

who suggest to play with this

it works!

it was so beautiful!

1st time i did it with my friends

although it seem like not so professional as my friend

but i felt very excited too ^^

he said idea of light painting can search from internet

then i follow what he said

oh! it really amazing after i c the photo!

next time, i want to try again

but is tat need a very good camera only can do it?

i dont have a very good camera

n my sister's camera very lousy.. can't play....

lets c our works! ^^

i m not telling u this! haha!

mean u ar!

a very low quality work rite? but i like it! haha!

an example from internet.

❤ a pair of SWEET SWEET couple ❤

I know him since I was in primary school

I know her since I was in secondary school

I know them be a couple since they were form 1

I know how so sweet they are in front of me when I was form 4

I know sometimes they quarrel but they always sweet again in the short time

I know the guy is a very nice n very loyal to her, so does she

I met the guy 1 month ago

but he seem like busy chatting with his client

I juz wondering whether they still keep going with their relationship

but I didn't go forward n say hello to him

coz I was with my friend.

Finally, I know they really carry on their sweet sweet relationship until now

since they added me in my facebook.

Oh! What a wonderful n SWEET SWEET couple!

Now, I juz wondering when they are going to be married! haha!

I like to hear my friends' love story

It is more realistic than the movie love story

It really can help me for my love story too!

But will my destiny same as them? have a long last forever sweet sweet love?

I wondering too...

another example is my parent

a real example in front of me

I wish and I hope...

"Assignment" for February until April 2010

Title: "Internship" period

Acknowledgement:

Thanks to my parents n family members who gave me a place to do revision for my resit papers.

Thanks to my ji mui: jye wen, kar mun, woan yih (disturbed u for a date with jojo) who taught me for my resit papers until vomit blood

Thanks to him because he still willing to contact with me even thought I left the company already ( I really wish to let him know my blog! But I can't!)

Thanks to my ex-colleagues who treated me very well when I was in the office although we are still not so close to each other even we played badminton every friday night

Thanks to my classmates too because we shared the sadness for our resit papers n sat for the exam together, haha! (quite touch!XD)

THANKS TO ALL MY FRIENDS WHO GAVE ME SUPPORT!

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

Content:

They will finish their internship soon

but I ended my internship earlier

Is tat this period meaningless to me?

The aim of this period is to let us practice what we learn from the notes n text book

But I back to the notes n text book again after 3 weeks of "internship"

They get a testimonial n full allowances

But I get a very low allowance n less experience

I should say I gain no experience at all

I really envy on them, not only envy on three of them

envy on my classmates, course-mates too

When the school reopen, I cant hide anymore

I have to face everyone when they ask me abt bla bla bla

haiz...

I regret

I regret I didnt do what I shall do during this period

Because this is a gold opportunity to let me learn

They won't scold me if I did something wrong because I m a trainee

Unfortunately

I miss the chance

I miss the chance

I MISS THE CHANCE!

Conclusion: I only be a trainee for 3 weeks, a very stupid student!!

PS:

1) Actually I willing to hear any details of internship from my friends.

2) Jye Wen's friend said I 能屈能伸when I face every challenging task. It sounds good because he seems like praise on me. But when I think deeply, he means I will face more challenging task in my life and I won't be so smooth in my life.

保佑

保佑保佑保佑保佑保佑保佑保佑保佑保佑

现在真的需要很多保佑

无尽的保佑

真的

不是开玩笑

保佑我的家人

保佑我的朋友

保佑我的学业

保佑我能得偿所愿(好像很贪心）

谢谢你保佑我，感激不尽！

PreSSure

School not yet reopen

but I already received a lot of email from my class rep

the emails are telling us how hard

for the next sem that we will face soon

I am a stupid student

after I received these emails

U can imagine

my feeling, my thinking

now it is pending,

I haven't received the ticket to move forward to my next year.

WORRYING...

The only way is to improve my English during this period.

How much I can improve myself?

I have no idea.

(What do u think? It is a professional study! It is surely hard and challenge! It is not a kacang putih!!)

SPECIAL DAY FOR AKB 25 APRIL 2010

Tomorrow will be a special day for AKB gang

This time my feeling is totally different

And feel so excited

I bring him

Not, he bring us

To my familiar place

I am expecting of tomorrow

I hope we won't give him a big shock

And hope he will enjoy to be with us!

初恋红豆冰

阿牛的憨厚

李心洁的精甚演技

梁静如的可爱

易桀齐的认真

曹格的爱演

小孩的天真演技

乡人的自然

他们的道地口操

他们的道地粗话(鸡蛋糕等等)

使到整部电影很有马来西亚元素

很亲切,幽默感!

看完整部戏,

遗憾的是他的初恋与他在茫茫人海中

擦肩而过

那时我的脑袋愣住了

因为我觉得好可惜

李心洁也从乡下打架鱼变成都市淑女了!

爱上这部电影,爱上本地艺人!哈哈!