Friday, April 30, 2010

❤ a pair of SWEET SWEET couple ❤

I know him since I was in primary school
I know her since I was in secondary school
I know them be a couple since they were form 1
I know how so sweet they are in front of me when I was form 4
I know sometimes they quarrel but they always sweet again in the short time
I know the guy is a very nice n very loyal to her, so does she

I met the guy 1 month ago
but he seem like busy chatting with his client
I juz wondering whether they still keep going with their relationship
but I didn't go forward n say hello to him
coz I was with my friend.

Finally, I know they really carry on their sweet sweet relationship until now
since they added me in my facebook.

Oh! What a wonderful n SWEET SWEET couple!
Now, I juz wondering when they are going to be married! haha!

I like to hear my friends' love story
It is more realistic than the movie love story
It really can help me for my love story too!

But will my destiny same as them? have a long last forever sweet sweet love?
I wondering too...
another example is my parent
a real example in front of me
I wish and I hope...

Thursday, April 29, 2010

"Assignment" for February until April 2010




Title: "Internship" period

Acknowledgement:
Thanks to my parents n family members who gave me a place to do revision for my resit papers.

Thanks to my ji mui: jye wen, kar mun, woan yih (disturbed u for a date with jojo) who taught me for my resit papers until vomit blood

Thanks to him because he still willing to contact with me even thought I left the company already ( I really wish to let him know my blog! But I can't!)

Thanks to my ex-colleagues who treated me very well when I was in the office although we are still not so close to each other even we played badminton every friday night

Thanks to my classmates too because we shared the sadness for our resit papers n sat for the exam together, haha! (quite touch!XD)

THANKS TO ALL MY FRIENDS WHO GAVE ME SUPPORT!

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤


Content:
They will finish their internship soon
but I ended my internship earlier
Is tat this period meaningless to me?
The aim of this period is to let us practice what we learn from the notes n text book
But I back to the notes n text book again after 3 weeks of "internship"
They get a testimonial n full allowances
But I get a very low allowance n less experience
I should say I gain no experience at all
I really envy on them, not only envy on three of them
envy on my classmates, course-mates too
When the school reopen, I cant hide anymore
I have to face everyone when they ask me abt bla bla bla
haiz...
I regret
I regret I didnt do what I shall do during this period
Because this is a gold opportunity to let me learn
They won't scold me if I did something wrong because I m a trainee
Unfortunately
I miss the chance
I miss the chance
I MISS THE CHANCE!

Conclusion: I only be a trainee for 3 weeks, a very stupid student!!

PS:
1) Actually I willing to hear any details of internship from my friends.
2) Jye Wen's friend said I 能屈能伸when I face every challenging task. It sounds good because he seems like praise on me. But when I think deeply, he means I will face more challenging task in my life and I won't be so smooth in my life.



Monday, April 26, 2010

保佑

保佑保佑保佑保佑保佑保佑保佑保佑保佑

现在真的需要很多保佑

无尽的保佑
真的
不是开玩笑

保佑我的家人
保佑我的朋友
保佑我的学业
保佑我能得偿所愿(好像很贪心)
谢谢你保佑我,感激不尽!

PreSSure

School not yet reopen
but I already received a lot of email from my class rep
the emails are telling us how hard
for the next sem that we will face soon
I am a stupid student
after I received these emails
U can imagine
my feeling, my thinking
now it is pending,
I haven't received the ticket to move forward to my next year.

WORRYING...

The only way is to improve my English during this period.
How much I can improve myself?
I have no idea.

(What do u think? It is a professional study! It is surely hard and challenge! It is not a kacang putih!!)

Saturday, April 24, 2010

SPECIAL DAY FOR AKB 25 APRIL 2010

Tomorrow will be a special day for AKB gang
This time my feeling is totally different
And feel so excited
I bring him
Not, he bring us
To my familiar place
I am expecting of tomorrow
I hope we won't give him a big shock
And hope he will enjoy to be with us!


Thursday, April 22, 2010

初恋红豆冰




























阿牛的憨厚
李心洁的精甚演技
梁静如的可爱
易桀齐的认真
曹格的爱演

小孩的天真演技
乡人的自然
他们的道地口操
他们的道地粗话(鸡蛋糕等等)
使到整部电影很有马来西亚元素
很亲切,幽默感!

看完整部戏,
遗憾的是他的初恋与他在茫茫人海中
擦肩而过
那时我的脑袋愣住了
因为我觉得好可惜
李心洁也从乡下打架鱼变成都市淑女了!


爱上这部电影,爱上本地艺人!哈哈!

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

E.M.O.

Seem like only I still in a dream

I don't know what is happening exactly around me recently

The only thing I know is

Everyone is EMOing

So regret that I didn't on msn yesterday

I think she got something important thing to tell me

Or juz only want a chat?

So sorry yesterday I didn't on msn

after I helped my mum doing homework

Then I went out with my family

IF u really want to talk with me,

Tomorrow, I'll stand by. =)

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

过山车

这几个月不是上课时期,

但我的心情依然是有起有落,

还比上课时期起落得更多!

就好想坐过山车一样!

为什么全部都要在这个时候挤在一起?

我好难呼吸!


本来计划好的一切,

却败给了时间....

我的心又跌到谷底去了

就如把一个大石头丢进谷底也听不到那声音

很深吧?

啊!好想竭斯力底的呐喊!!!!!!!!!

哦!好复杂的过山车,我的心理应该不会将复杂吧!

只是现在是酱的心情!! (还钻进水里!)我的天~

一切都怪自己笨!!


Saturday, April 17, 2010

拖拖拖......

为什么我那么爱拖??

人家在拖地板,脱鞋子,脱裤子,拖车

我却在拖时间....

日日复明日,明日何其多;日日待明日,万事成蹉跎!

我懂!但我却就是改不了爱拖的习惯!

不行啊!!

有什么解药可以救救我??

Friday, April 16, 2010

担心

为什么最近好像发生很多天灾,人祸?
是不是2012的预兆?

为什么人祸可以避免的却还要继续吵着呢?

什么泰国红杉军vs粉红军
什么偷运毒品
什么裸照威胁
什么选举
什么世界第二高建筑物

你们这些人可以关心一下地球吗??

地球病了,你们还有机会继续闹吗?

看了这些新闻,心里只有感叹...

天灾的怿难者,希望你们安息
在天之灵的你们,请唤醒还在睡觉的人类吧!


曙光,多么美的曙光,会不会给人类毁掉?

寂寞难耐

为什么我家人今天差不多都到齐,
我还是觉得寂寞呢?
好想见到你们,
我有很多话要跟你们讲....
惨了...为什么??
我好像变得爱往外跑了...
久关在牢里,
今天出门,感觉到外面很陌生...
我的天~~

想太多,没结果!

考完试后,
我有千百万个思绪又浮现在我脑海中,
不想跟那个一同回家的朋友多谈,
全都是悲观,消极,
千百万个因素加加起来,
我快要疯了!!

今天还是要继续...

眼睛累到....

请问我可以拿下我的眼睛休息一下吗?

真的好累...

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

The time is approaching....

Left one day....
Tomorrow bring my weapon for a war
Hope I won't get hurt so much
Amitabha, blessing me....
Pray for me, my friends, haha!!
Hope all the best!!

(PRessuEing... tAlK NoNSense...)

Monday, April 12, 2010

大方与烦恼

我要买一间大大的,四四方方的屋子

好让我的心变得大大方方

大大方方的屋子装得特别多

那我的心就能和它一样

能装得很多

住进来,感觉很宽阔

想想一下

还是别装太多

要不让烦恼会更多

倒是大大方方的房子都装不下

装不下那些多余的烦恼

应该装该装的东西

别让不该装的东西占据自己的心

让自己喘不过气来

让不该装的东西随风飘去

消失在你眼前

这样你就找不回它们

日子会好过一些

不解

是不是只有遇上挫折的人才想要些什么依靠呢?

就如本身不是一个迷信的,

但遇到挫折,

却需要什么庇佑,

这是叫迷信还是依靠还是自我安慰?

这是好还是不好?

请给我解答...

PS: 我想我考完试后,我会不会像阿弥陀佛一样,打坐在一颗菩提树下,寻找人生的真与理??(哈哈!!完蛋咯!)

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Thousand of feelings

After chatted with my friends, I got a lot of feelings,

any feelings mix together.

But I couldn't vomit out all together in a short time...

I only can say I emo now, haha!

When I grow up, I always think a lot,

especially after talked with my friends

I got a lot of thinking,

juz like noting down my thoughts after read any articles.


Saturday, April 10, 2010

"晴朗“的天空

最近天气很热,但会突然乌云密布,讨厌这种的突然!

讨厌这种的突然?原来最近我身边的好友的心情是这样的。

情绪与天空可以画上等号,要来就来,要走就走(真没礼貌!)

最近我都是在闭关着,周围的事,只有透过报纸,网络才知晓近况。

看了她们的部落格,原来她们的心情是这样的。。。

幸亏,她们有了部落格(只缺一个没有),要不然我也不知她们的近况。

嗯。。。“你们还好吗?不要想太多,一切顺其自然”,要不然就是“算了吧,就这样算了吧,该放就放,再想也没有用”,我只会说这些话,不懂得再有些什么安慰。

但是我愿意做一个聆听者,听你们的喜怒哀乐。

但有一样东西是值得告诉你们的,阴天,雨后,会出现什么呢?彩虹!它,在告诉你,是有希望的!

PS: 你们喜欢晴朗的天空,还是阴天呢?(说回气候,哈哈!我喜欢阴天,但不要下雨的阴天。)