what to do

sometime when a people is happy,
she says the orange is sweet even it is sour
when you are in a confusion,
you hard to differentiate which is orange or apple
when your eyes are covered

i worry my next step will redo my mistake
i really not mean to hurt him
really

kind of frustration now
yes or not,
juz between two words
they already kill my hundred thousand cell
in my whole body,
not only my brain.

what to do what to do what to do what to do.... keep repeating in my mind....

missing u, college life~~~

so fast i start missing college life
after look at the photo in facebook

missing u, college life~~~

talk about the fish is not my habit

i dunno how to describe him
maybe we are different direction
he thought we hardly give him what he expected from us
then he started to dump us
never give us any responds, explanation

well, do what he likes
he can be a bird flying anywhere
juz ignore what he doesn't like
i couldn't control on him

his expectation i oso regret on
i hard to fulfill it
sometimes some words become my quote
i think he maybe don't like to listen that,
neither he nor others as well

every people have their own limitation
we shud take care about this
no always blame.

ya, i shud learn from this.
i really bad on this.

我要孤僻

最近荷包破洞，所以宁愿呆在家里，与书陪伴。

《我是第四号》，读了50%。

生平第一次阅读这么多页的英文小说，

就连睡午觉都发梦，是英文版的梦。

但一觉醒来，我又变回现实版的烂英文的我。

超赞的我（在梦里）！哈哈！

这段时间我尽量与世隔绝。

missing u, college life~~

so fast, i start missing my college life
after look at every photo in facebook.

missing u, college life~~

recall back

before i stepped out from tarc hostel, i want to smell more the student air here
before the last paper came, i recall back what we look like when we juz move to hostel
we all very young, naive, silly face, always make the hostel upside down
but i want to clarify, it wasn't us, that was jie min, sin yee, wei sien... XD

juz only 1 year, li bing move out, end the college life
juz only 1 sem or dunno how long was it,
sin yee n jie min also move out.
i hard to find our shadow in hostel canteen
and stick on the 1st row which is near to tv to watch astro drama
since tat day

we cooked in hostel (luckily we didnt burn hostel)
we watch movie together
especially horror movie, u know i know la
we 8gua in hostel,
the girl ar, bring that boy come ar... the ghost is in block C ground floor ar....
very 8 po.. i seldom be a 8 po.
but after mixed with them, their virus spread to me.
at least, i m not very 8 po! haha!!!

when i think bac, it juz like happened yesterday

prison BREAK

lulala...lulala...lulalulalei...lulalulalulalei!!!!

i came out from prison!!!

i see the light on my head!!!!

i can feel the wings are growing up on my back!!!

i juz wanna turn my song from "i believe i can fly" to " i can fly"

but juz for 1week plus....

then soon will lock in the cage again...

hope my mind will clear when i do what i suppose to do!

GAMBATEH! my new life!!!!

ended

i know who does he belong to...
i can delete those rubbish with my joy
good, i really happy to know this

i feel good^^

light bulb is on

now only on the "light bulb"
quite sad with my speed of learning
really want to punch myself!

hey, uk guys!

when they are in malaysia, facebook, blog quite peace, silent, i feel "cold"..

finally i feel something life up here
once some people fly over UK
if not, always, only i fill the space in blog.

although they are not my what the closet relationship
i can feel they are not around me,
i miss them.

although a girl that i only meet her a few minutes this mon afternoon
then she rush to go to her other place (i WANNA complaint!!)
i also wish i can keep in touch with her.
will it hard? haha.. think too much again

well, juz wait..
they will come back n reunion again after 4 months.
but i think dunno can invite the most busy fish out or not,
he is too popular,
u know, everyone like to eat salmon what.
i also lazy to get him out from the crowded...

my dear friends....

take care 

多余的烦恼

有时候人生不明白的疑问
不用去明白
因为它只会增加烦恼