年廿九（nian er shi jiu）

countdown:
today is nian er shi jiu
tomorrow is reunion dinner
but i still have no mood on this coming chinese new year...
i still got a lot of things not yet done!!
(still bloggING??????)
ok, gotta go~~

i am a blogger

when i look back to my blog, i can see my growing phases
childish mind --> little childish mind --> little mature mind --> not yet reach at maturity level

of course, my own diary will tell me the transformation more directly
so the content of blog is not so direct and real

since i have blog, i forgot my diary
when i m in an area that without wireless or internet access
my diary will become my 1st choice to release my everything
but my blog cant 100% help me release my everything
coz it doesnt like diary, only the reader is me
so i love diary =)

i go to my friends' blog to find their 1st or the earliest blog
i can see their changes
from very direct to indirectly expression
from a lot of mistake to less mistake
from common life topic to some interesting topic
but of course some from interesting to not interesting topic
and only they themselves understand what they wrote

anyway, i write on the blog juz to maintain my language level
no matter english or mandarin
malay? juz ignore 1st
now english is the 1st
but i still cant see my significant improvement on my english language
haiz..........

不幸中的大幸

昨天在面子书透露了一些消息
是真的，我没骗你们
只是不想让大众知道
所以选择“偏僻”的地方告诉大家
我安好
只是心情非常不好！！

昨日是我老豆生日
同时庆祝我的生日
我们就前往asam jawa庆生
当然，大家都兴致勃勃
在加铺那条路上
晚上七时三十五分，
当时我正在与婉忆通信息的那一刻。。。
碰！就向碰碰车一样，车子被撞到
然后转去反方向，
幸好接下来的车子都慢了下来
我。。。脑袋空白
那辆红色的车，冲去了大水沟
还好，不是超大的水沟

回想案发过程：
我正在与婉忆通信息
我记得是７点３５分
旁边有一辆红色的车宛如失控似的
靠近我们
又驶去右边的路障
我可以听见那辆车的刹车声
之后，它还是向它左边的我们撞过来
结果，它冲向大水沟
同时，我们就在路上转了个大圈
车子死火了，幸好还能驾去一旁
车子里的每个人都安好
案发过程中，我们的人只是少许的撞到车门
弟弟就马上跑过去看看对方怎样了
原来是二十余岁的印度男生穿着西装笔挺
车上还有两个印度男生和一个印度女生
似乎和我们一样
赶着去庆祝
幸好的是大家不幸中的大幸
只有车子不能动罢了

完了！！这辆车不能用，很多计划都泡汤了！！！
换来的事，坏心情！！
带去的蛋糕，变成在家接近十二点随随便便的庆祝


我只能说的是：倒霉！（离开不远，又发生另一起车祸。。。）

ｐｓ：发生地点刚好是印度人地区，结果他们都跑去救他们的人。而我们，他们视若无睹。也只能说：印度人真的很团结。当然，我们也有去警察局。生平第一次全家人在我爸爸生日当天去警察局。。不过，在这种情况下，感到温馨的是，大家还能围在一起，吹蜡烛，切蛋糕。这件事也让我回想到去年我朋友来我家之前遇到同样的事。有点好笑的是，我们要在新年里，不断重复解释这起事件。。哦！麦高！！

260111

yesterday was my birthday
i though it was just a small celebration between four of us
but i never thought that akb gang will celebrate with me together

ya, i really waited for them very long for starting the steamboat dinner
(but we actually started to eat little big without waiting for them, nyek x3!)

finally they all coming
we started at 9.15pm
until we very full at 11pm

luckily today i finished my test already, if not, i must be very upset!

i really feel very appreciate
appreciate to mun kit kar mun simon woan yih joseph kevin jye wen
they celebrated with me
a special gift from simon (coz of my hint)
prepared the ingredients with me

although there is not a high class restaurant, not a romantic environment
home sweet home

so celebrate at home is very harmony 

no birthday cake

i dont care of it lo

coz i m not so like to eat cake

u all know me so well 

^^ friends, thanks a lot

the time traveler of wife

ya, i want to share with u about a movie

THE TIME TRAVELER OF WIFE (thumbs up!!!!)

i like this movie very much
the plot is similar to THE CURIOUS CASE OF BENJAMIN BUTTON
both of these movie also related to the time and love
but THE TIME TRAVELER OF WIFE is more interesting than THE CURIOUS CASE OF BENJAMIN BUTTON
Henry's mum died when he was 6 years old
at the same time, he discovered himself as a time traveler
his is not an ordinary people

Henry DeTamble, a Chicago librarian with a genetic disorder 

that causes him to time travel randomly 

as he tries to build a romantic relationship with his love Clare. 

he is Unable to control the timing or destinations of his traveling, 

Henry finds himself drawn to significant people, places, and events in his life

 but is incapable of changing events beyond the minor differences his presence creates. 

(from wikipedia)

just donwload n watch it, u wont regret after u watch it, i guarantee! ^^
remember bring along the tissue when u watch it. XD

confidentiality

i have reached at an age of maturity level
what i shud n shudn't say or do
i shud know it

i have struggled myself very long time (although it wasn't)
whether to talk about her to my friends
i know that if i talk about her
that's mean i spoil her reputation
as i never face to face with her.

i cannot do anything
and i juz want to share with them
to get some opinions from them
as they have experience.

*****down******
*****helpless****
*****conventional mind??****
juz forget it.......

PS: i wonder whether i can be a professional auditor or not as confidentiality is one of my career principle. haha.... out of topic........ (==!!!)

爱情戏剧

昨天独自一人看了一套爱情戏
就算没有爱情陪伴我
至少有爱情戏剧可以提高我自己的甜蜜度
那种感觉比吃糖果还要甜！
但幻想太多会反效果。
是不是每个人看了这类型的戏都有这种作用呢？
还是我太容易被戏征服呢？
哈哈！不晓得。。。

就是它: INNOCENT STEP(韩国剧)--它不怎么搞浪漫,但至少对一个初恋女生来说看了是最有感觉的!^^

a moral project

title: dead penalty

my task: the definition of dead penalty and the types of dead penalty

i volunteer to choose this task

without any forces

then i got the chances to see the picture of the types of dead penalty

just like what we watch in the movie

very horrible 

bloody, the body parts have been separated, u can imagine that

i do it at night

i see the picture at night

nobody at home now

just can listen the sound effect, "bom bom bom" from my neighbour--their amplifier 

i list out these doesnt mean i frighten 

i m still ok. 

honestly, 

i say this because my friends will finish if they do this part 

and they will get the horrible dream

see, how great i m! haha!

(the aim to write this is to show off, XD)