宝宝

与宝宝同在一起三个星期
他回去了
我也得回去了
身边少了他
确实是静得寂寞，不自在

有他在，他不是麻烦
他替我解忧解压。

怎样说都好，他毕竟是他人的孩子

everything is not fixed
i am too complacency with my life
just a little change
it get my down
stupid!
be flexible!

现在的考试阶段，
再也不是一分耕芸一份收获
而是天时地利人和

简单又不简单的喜宴

昨晚，一个喜宴
它简单，但意义重大
我指的不是新人
而是我

昨晚是我爸的表弟结婚
原来他也是我的学院的senior
以前他很帅的
但现在被甜甜的脂肪包裹着他的身体
他的老婆也一样
反而他的哥哥变得像他弟弟以前那样帅
平时他的鼻梁架着一幅粗框眼镜
所以遮掩了一些魅力
哦！被他电到了！
它是钻石王老五！
太老了！看就够了！

扯远了话题。。。

由于我的二舅公是教育界的老臣
现在已经是退休人士
所以当晚的宴会会有特别多教育界人士
重量级人物是谁，我不晓得
但我知道的是他们都鬓发斑斑
他们见面，就来个握手
当然，是看不到我的老师
因为他的朋友们都来自光华，兰花园等等。

爸爸也格外兴奋
因为他可以见到他的阿表
更加意外的是
我的已故婆婆的表妹们一一还健壮
个个都打扮得很漂亮
虽然她们的脸上偷偷告诉了我她们的年龄
但身材呀，足以与我媲美！
当然啦，她们没有那般的魔鬼身材啦！

当晚我进入五十年代至八十年代的世界
因为只有这些年代的来宾上台献唱
个个都很不错哦！
只有一对师生一起唱的满江红和另一位来宾唱的为你痴迷
让人喷饭！

（由于时间仓促，还是简单的带过对我来说意义重大的喜宴）

P/s: 我的阿表也生了一个宝宝，今年的年尾好赞哦！
      希望我的考试也好赞！
      好了，要去看妈顾的宝宝了！
     宝宝喂！

猛猛地不爽！

看着别人在面子书猛摆上的照片
一一美得不行
我也猛地一直举起面子书的拇指
才猛然发现
我的手指很久没有按相机的快门了！
心里大喊：“我要拍照！”
咦，我没相机啦！
眼睛里的泪水在打转着（没这么夸张啦！）

是，我有相机
有的是素质低，晚上用不上场的手机相机（失望！）

唔，一定要实行我的存钱目标！！

--我爱团体照片❤我爱团体摄影--

不管相机是用什么模式，

什么素质，

什么拍摄背景，

什么神经质的摆式，

什么年龄，

不管我们是什么关系

只要大家被筐在一个四方格

我们展开颜笑

灿烂的笑容写在脸上

让团体照片变得很窝心！

--想念此时此刻--

--我爱团体照片，我爱团体摄影--

改革！

有点厌倦了我这里黑漆漆的部落格
我看得找一天来粉刷粉刷它才行！

等我吧！

my idol? yes! she is!

she is the girl i admire
i have more than thousand of feelings on her
except that kind of feeling
i like her attitude her blog her thinking her smiling her photo her......

i have long time no read her blog
now, i read again
the content never faded
more n more interesting everyday

i think i will become her fan ^^V
haha!

calm down lady...

又在忧郁~

我是否太久没见陌生男生呢？
有点点的恐惧感。。。
我最后会不会有男生恐惧症呢？
哈哈！忧郁时间又来了~

想当别人肚子里的虫

人心难测
就算你认识了他多年
拔脱头皮都不懂他脑子里在想什么
正所谓的我不是他肚子里的虫
有时候我还真讨厌一个人的神秘
但还是不知怎么揭开他的神秘

算了吧！由得他吧！
说不定他会是下一个名人
（哇哈哈!有得当名人的朋友!!虽然是又熟悉又陌生的朋友.抱歉,我又想太多!嘻嘻!)

New iPhone 4S (iPhone 5) Apple (Official Video)

will it be my next?? i have been attracted by its advanced technology, especially is the camera features

hmmm... seem like i need to ikat perut for this, maybe after a few years, it only import to msia.

it is good oso so i can save more money!

i juz simply say but i also hope i can realize it!

转型工作者的后果

顿时，我觉得我与世界脱节了。。。
是不是只有当学生才能与时并进呢？
我有很多的科技问题
不行，我还很年轻
不可以脱节！
     \(>.<)/

helppppp

i can feel the pressure

actually i shud be feel surprise and happy

in fact, i was not

what shud i do? 

i rather to hide myself in the darkness

糊涂虫惹的祸

经一事，长一智，
我确实今天没有带心出街
结果搞到非常低落的心情回家

不过我不会这么容易放弃
若下次有机会
我会继续未完成的路程

回家的路上
依然没有恢复原状
自责不停

p/s: 当我终于有得坐下来用着电脑时,我的脑袋依然留着乘搭游艇的漂浮... 漂啊...浮啊....

tired 1

sometime i feel very tired on something
i really tired on that
tired
become worry
become scare

this is not about study

a "running" girl

i have long time no exercise
finally today i determined myself
wake up in the so call early in the morning (7am)
so call jogging (walking) in tmn rakyat

i am a person very interested on some unfamiliar road
i will try to go anyway once i curious
but today i "jogging" with my parents
i couldn't abandon them and do what i want to do
so i just choose some call easy but no easy road
to reduce my mum's burden on climbing
ya, tmn rakyat hill is not challenge enough for me
neither broga hill
haha! sorry ya, i show off here ^^

anyway, i can't burn my fat in my thigh... = (
my mum got a lot of improvement,
from scare on climbing to curious on climbing
this is because her children train her become so "wild"! (nyek x3)

超矛盾的郁闷假期

双脚很痒，想踏出屋子
心里却很担心，要读书
假期嘛，没读书“木”

我想要玩玩玩玩玩
但又没钱钱钱钱钱

这是一个超矛盾的郁闷假期

想要约朋友
不过又懒懒懒

结果就这样
跟家人跑跑跑
还有即将来临的寿星宝宝出游日！

我可以为自己创作一首歌：the lazy song (by BRUNO MARS)

无语问苍天

once again i drop to the same place

but i had no feeling hurt at all

although my mind full of wondering

ya, they can't answer my wondering too

they have their own wondering also

i m very scare the other people ask me how i m going to deal with it

the only that i can say is, "like that lo! what else can i do?"

sound like i am used to it

but i am not!

i can see my improvement

but i did not reach at the line

so i dunno how to describe my feeling...

CHANGE make my life dull!!

i feel like i become gu pi since i started working
lazy hanging around with other friends
lazy to join any events
except hang out with my family
but that is different feeling when hang out with family members
i dont like the people waiting for me to look for something that only i interested on

all because of lazy and gu pi!
sure, another reason is stingy!
that is because no money no talk
argh.... no money no mood then lazy then gu pi
my life after college life
dull!

game over

i not yet receive anything

i already announce myself: game over

八九派

我有一个坏习惯

看到别人有什么就想要什么

这就是我妈常用福建话说的：“八九派！”（眼睛坏)

因为面子书

我的眼睛更坏!

看到大部分的朋友日子似乎过得很精彩

看回自己的生活

枯燥到....

不想用眼睛来看!

不过,至少,我有两位朋友可以和我一起天天"斗嘴"

回到家,还有两佬陪伴我.

至少我还嗅到幸福的滋味!

o(n_n)o

p/s: 人嘛...需要自言自语来平衡自己的. 若睡睡睡有这些问题,也可以像我这样尝试吧!会过得好一点!(但是disclaimer of opinion!)

step towards my aim

although i always speak another language make other people laugh

i still want to carry on

no pain no gain

u laugh at me that is normal

because i will do the same thing to u when u speak my language

there is nothing to feel shame

so i have to make ur ears suffer 

make u laugh non stop

until one day

u smile at me or u stare at me

i m waiting this day

my success

DISQUALIFY

I have made a decision
I want to disqualify somebody
the person is out of my consideration
even though X has no meaning to do so
but the X's attitude has told me X is
"emm teh emm diu"
treat me as a fool
i have reached my maximum level.

忍则存，否则，反击！

“忍”是有限度

但不是叫“我让你”

我很羡慕你

不爽就可以像放臭屁一样

直接放出来

但是我受不了那个味道

但还是得忍

千万不要让我鼻子受不了

我就打鼻涕来反击你！

P/s: 我能接受你说我恶心，想清楚你就明白我的意思了。不要看这篇文章的表面。

transformation

a transformation needs to be innovation, willing to challenge,  willing to accept failure not only aim for success and will not blame anybody once u choose the way to transform urself or change another way of life.

life shud be full of variety color, who likes dull life? so do i.
i shud try more. but i need to fulfill some of the criteria above and also others.
but i shall change gradually
i cannot always be tin kosong to myself.
i shall realize what i promise
the 1st thing that i muz kikiskan is the eyes of people

p/s: recently i speak in bhs rojak most of the time. so u know, my blog will be very 1 msia soon. no, it has been started from now. ^^

i like the way we are

yesterday we were in the train on the way home
i talked more than a e
then she only listened to me

i said if four of us together,
jye wen will bla bla with me.
both of them will listen 1st
if my fact is wrong
a e n kar mun will join with jye wen become joint venture n versus me
3 versus 1
i surely die one

at the end, i will see the light from the sky
in order to avoid i die
an "angel" come--a e
she will be a fire fighter
extinguish the fire
then i wont b get burnt XD

a mun.... this is our way to be friend
haha!!! i miss u!

dream n realistic

is that when our age is getting older
our mindset become more realistic?
i can change all the condition for my life
of course within my bottom line
except i never change the condition to be my friend.
never change before, i m sure.
include the condition to choose my partner.

apparently, my dream partner will different from realistic
but hopefully dont different like the sky and earth

听得太重，背得越重，将它过滤，变得轻松

老爸时常告诉我：

不要把别人的话听得太重，这样就不会那么辛苦。

我可以做到吗？
我要有心理准备
我要有策略来面对刺耳插心的话
不然我会完蛋!

看到她们面对她的方式还蛮不错的
我能做到吗?
应该可以吧!
或许她的话有时会很难听,
不过过滤一下,
应该会是苦口良药吧!
对!就是这样自欺欺人才能过那一关!
加油!未来的日子!

P/S: 那里的员工每个人都很好,或许是我的初步观察. 只是,我们将要少掉一位好人了!他人真的很好!(我不是暗恋他咯!XD)

过去真叫人回味

照片真的可以让人思念过去

虽然这句话我重复了很多遍

但我还是要说^^

笔墨难以形容的超赞梦！

昨晚梦了一个超棒的梦
很可惜不能录下来
我的描写文很差，
所以我不要再献丑

当然梦里也梦到婉忆的父母和她的弟弟
还有还有，佳文也在里头！
不知怎么搞的，老是梦见你，真是的！
哈哈！
阿忆，没你的份！XD

 i wish to share with u all, but that is so hard... so sad can't express it out by words...

what to do

sometime when a people is happy,
she says the orange is sweet even it is sour
when you are in a confusion,
you hard to differentiate which is orange or apple
when your eyes are covered

i worry my next step will redo my mistake
i really not mean to hurt him
really

kind of frustration now
yes or not,
juz between two words
they already kill my hundred thousand cell
in my whole body,
not only my brain.

what to do what to do what to do what to do.... keep repeating in my mind....

missing u, college life~~~

so fast i start missing college life
after look at the photo in facebook

missing u, college life~~~

talk about the fish is not my habit

i dunno how to describe him
maybe we are different direction
he thought we hardly give him what he expected from us
then he started to dump us
never give us any responds, explanation

well, do what he likes
he can be a bird flying anywhere
juz ignore what he doesn't like
i couldn't control on him

his expectation i oso regret on
i hard to fulfill it
sometimes some words become my quote
i think he maybe don't like to listen that,
neither he nor others as well

every people have their own limitation
we shud take care about this
no always blame.

ya, i shud learn from this.
i really bad on this.

我要孤僻

最近荷包破洞，所以宁愿呆在家里，与书陪伴。

《我是第四号》，读了50%。

生平第一次阅读这么多页的英文小说，

就连睡午觉都发梦，是英文版的梦。

但一觉醒来，我又变回现实版的烂英文的我。

超赞的我（在梦里）！哈哈！

这段时间我尽量与世隔绝。

missing u, college life~~

so fast, i start missing my college life
after look at every photo in facebook.

missing u, college life~~

recall back

before i stepped out from tarc hostel, i want to smell more the student air here
before the last paper came, i recall back what we look like when we juz move to hostel
we all very young, naive, silly face, always make the hostel upside down
but i want to clarify, it wasn't us, that was jie min, sin yee, wei sien... XD

juz only 1 year, li bing move out, end the college life
juz only 1 sem or dunno how long was it,
sin yee n jie min also move out.
i hard to find our shadow in hostel canteen
and stick on the 1st row which is near to tv to watch astro drama
since tat day

we cooked in hostel (luckily we didnt burn hostel)
we watch movie together
especially horror movie, u know i know la
we 8gua in hostel,
the girl ar, bring that boy come ar... the ghost is in block C ground floor ar....
very 8 po.. i seldom be a 8 po.
but after mixed with them, their virus spread to me.
at least, i m not very 8 po! haha!!!

when i think bac, it juz like happened yesterday

prison BREAK

lulala...lulala...lulalulalei...lulalulalulalei!!!!

i came out from prison!!!

i see the light on my head!!!!

i can feel the wings are growing up on my back!!!

i juz wanna turn my song from "i believe i can fly" to " i can fly"

but juz for 1week plus....

then soon will lock in the cage again...

hope my mind will clear when i do what i suppose to do!

GAMBATEH! my new life!!!!

ended

i know who does he belong to...
i can delete those rubbish with my joy
good, i really happy to know this

i feel good^^

light bulb is on

now only on the "light bulb"
quite sad with my speed of learning
really want to punch myself!

hey, uk guys!

when they are in malaysia, facebook, blog quite peace, silent, i feel "cold"..

finally i feel something life up here
once some people fly over UK
if not, always, only i fill the space in blog.

although they are not my what the closet relationship
i can feel they are not around me,
i miss them.

although a girl that i only meet her a few minutes this mon afternoon
then she rush to go to her other place (i WANNA complaint!!)
i also wish i can keep in touch with her.
will it hard? haha.. think too much again

well, juz wait..
they will come back n reunion again after 4 months.
but i think dunno can invite the most busy fish out or not,
he is too popular,
u know, everyone like to eat salmon what.
i also lazy to get him out from the crowded...

my dear friends....

take care 

多余的烦恼

有时候人生不明白的疑问
不用去明白
因为它只会增加烦恼

hey, my girl ^^

a girl will become more ladies
once she meet her mr right
but not yet.

i am waiting the day of her transformation
as she is a pretty girl
but she never try to be a lady

i be her consultant when she needs me
although i m not very expert in this area
at least, i can help her ^^
--even though only one day--

beach...

yoyoyo.... every time when the exam is approaching,
i will miss the sea....
i wanna go to the seaside.....
@.@

i cant go,
so i imagine enough..
@.@ again...

很老套啊~

"每个人一出世就背着一个无形的背包.越大背包越重,也越要懂得处

理,渐轻背包重量."

哎，突然觉得很老套的句子。。。

-.-"'

how to improve writing skill??

is tat love will improve ur writing skill??

i curious on it

hehe...

but i not falling in love =='''

stressssss

i can feel the stress is coming now
although still left 23 days.....

《活得老，活得好》

昨晚原本要达到我的目标的，结果赖在电视机前观赏《活得老，活得好》。

这是一项人类脑袋研究。他们的研究对象是三位年纪介于95岁至102岁的日本老人家。

   

第一，95岁以上的老人，三郎先生，有三个孩子，当中有两位脑袋有缺陷。但他是独居的。不是他的孩子不孝，而是他的全部孩子，包括妻子都已不在人间了。他的生活起居全都他一手包办，除了三餐。他果真是一位活到老，学到老的一位典范。在他六十岁时，他开始学习韩语；九十岁开始学中文。哇！想回我的婆婆，当她这把年纪时，她总是吵着要看戏，只懂得跟我们抢电视机而已。

他参与一项记忆测试，有六十张图片要找出对和错，他竟然对42题！！棒！太棒了！博士说，他足以媲美年轻人的脑袋！研究人士也在他的脑袋照了照X光。 X光图片显示了他的脑袋依然很年轻。这是因为他平时喜欢面对新的挑战，就好像他九十岁开始学中文，这对他来说已不是简单的任务。他还不停的研究教学材具给脑袋缺陷的孩童，已达到他的愿望。（如我刚才所说得他有两名孩子是脑袋缺陷的，其中一个孩子脑袋缺陷是因为小时候发高烧以至烧坏头脑。）

另外两名研究对象，102岁的日本阿伯和一位100岁的日本老婆婆。102岁的阿伯竟然还可以滑雪，在斜坡上积满了的雪堆滑雪，不是盖的耶！100岁的老婆婆呢，依然活跃于弹奏日本乐器，教导学生。

其实这项研究目的是研究为何他们可以活到这把年纪，想要解开他们活到老的秘诀。其中一个秘诀就是活到老，学到老。=）收到了吗？真是一个很棒的电视节目！

同时我写这篇文章是要让我记得他们给我的启发。

ps: 平时我也有玩数独(别人说玩数独对头脑好). 可是经常碰壁, 我还死赖不走要找出答案. 结果还是死掉... 我再等着我的救命啊!! 洁文, 我在等着你救我啊! (我知道你不会读我的部落格的, 我只是纯粹乱喊吧了... )

storm in my mood

currently, i m in a very bad mood
i find no one to talk about that
it hide in my heart many days
i tot it will be end soon
however,
one of the day it made me worse

i guess nobody will interested on my frustrated problems

I wont stupid again 2 pursue tat is impossible 2 myself


i dont want u juz ask me why


i need is help me to go through this.


i know this is impossible for u


i never get this answer before from u


enough

i wanna fly!

now i m finding some target (people) to spend for my dinner!!
i m extremely high now!!
finally, i get pass all the subjects!
although that is not distinction or merit, i already appreciate the results!
i wanna talk very loud: i pass!!!!! but i talk in my heart!

ar... my mood still cant stable now....
now i juz need to resit for the two subj, then i only can wear the mortad hat!
wait for me, mortad hat!

this is juz a warm up page. next time i will write a better one.

it comes closer n closer

wow wow wow
the time very close...
very scare very scare
i hope everything will be fine
although i think it maybe hard

daddy n mummy

I m not yet ready to give my parents a gift from my 100% own money.

I wish the day will be coming soon.

Of course, it will. 

Juz wonder when it is.

噩梦

最近噩梦缠身

很害怕很害怕

困惑。。。

忧郁。。。

抗拒。。。
折磨。。。

william & kate

昨天傍晚六十多分，老豆扭开电视，无意中看到ntv7正直播威廉王子与凯特的大婚！

因此，我与老豆抢着一台电视。很肯定的，我一定是输家，因为我让他嘛！但是，老豆依然让我一点点。

终于有机会看到现场直播！

老豆陪伴着我观赏这一个直播。但是他很快就打发我，在那里唠唠叨叨地说：“哎呀，什么好看的，这么沉闷！看我的巾帼枭雄更好！”当然，我是不会理会他的，霸着那遥控器。（我心里也是有同感，但就是等待着惊喜。嘻!)

凯特的婚纱确实是很简单又传统。有点不明白的是洋人女子都爱露半个月亮，但是在讲堂里，98%的女子都封封密密的，真奇怪。你们会说因为在教堂，所以穿着要端庄，但为什么新娘跟伴娘又可以呢？是不是来宾不要抢他们的镜头？？

英国人是不是很注重传统呢？为什么很多行事礼节都是很传统？是不是没有传统就感觉不到皇族的味道呢？太现代就会有平民感？（没有恶意的想法，纯粹好奇。）

英国皇族的婚礼又不是大马皇族婚礼，为什么我这大马人这么八呢？呵呵，只想凑凑热闹，见识见识而已。若是大马皇族婚礼，睡觉更好！哈哈！

但愿这对新人能够常相厮守，白头到老！

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-1381930/Royal-Wedding-Inside-Westminster-Abbey-Kate-Middletons-fairytale-ceremony.html

恐惧?

3 Idiots有一段情节是这样的：

Rastogi在interview时, interviewer问他一道问题：你的成绩一直不好，是因为什么呢？

他回答道：恐惧。我从小就是个好学生，父母希望我能够让他们致富，这让我恐惧。

说得好,我赞成!

但我是否与他同病相怜,只有自己知道.

去年是520,今年是512. 好紧张... 那一天又再次决定我的成功与失败!

(仰望天空,慢慢等死期到....)

它不是我的兴趣

曾经我做了一个选择
它不是我的兴趣
我不选择我的兴趣为我的目标
因为我怕现实的残酷
告诉我的兴趣有什么不对的地方
我怕我不理智，变得没有信心
因此放弃了我的兴趣

现在想回，我还是无法确定我的选择是对或错
我身边的人时常对我说
“你不应该选择A，你应该选择B”
我知道我知道
我只能默默地心里点头
因为我已经在半途中了

若我是一个敢于挑战的人
我一定把我的驾驶盘转回去
或者向另一个方向驶去
但我不是那一种人
我唯有默默向前走
回头对我来说也许是一个异想天开的事
所以我只能踩尽油门。

3 idiots

the title sounds not good, right?

but the content is very good!

ya, i am talking about a movie that i love

but it is a little different from what chinese watch

as it is an indian movie

it is quite modern

not like slum dog millionaire

it shows an indian guy who is an open minded engineering student

he is very smart

he always tell his principal by heart what kind of education system is more suitable for students to learn

not only focus on the results n jobs opportunity.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/3_Idiots

of course the movie add on comedy element

it is very worth to watch.

0(n_n)0

2mr n 2mr

finally, finish my final exam

although it is not the actual final exam

because still left some in june

quite big head now

i quite confuse on the study planning time

tomorrow n tomorrow

tomorrow n tomorrow

again 

i always tell myself about this

BUT i cannot let myself 2mr n 2mr

my roommate

you came into my life out of my expectation
i tot i can occupy the room the whole sem
but u gave me a big surprise
this was our 1st meeting
but a very shame meeting for me
coz i have occupied everything in the room
this call as over-confident

u are my junior too
same course again
but u are a very active student in the college
not like me
my life juz stick with the books n friends
that's why we only meet each other only at night

u are intelligent and humble
most important is u are kind
this is my honour to be ur friend and rommate

我用我的双手来碎碎念

突然发现原来我在我的部落格太多《碎碎念》
实际上我并不是那么爱用嘴巴来碎碎念
我只爱用我的双手完成我的碎碎念
抱歉让你们厌烦了我的碎碎念文章
但最后我还是坚持这类似文章下去
嘻嘻。。。

碎碎念

未来。雾

我不久就要和姐姐一样

在社会工作

和中学刚毕业的烦恼一样

渺茫但却更挑战

但是我现在与当时的处境截然不同

现在我肩负重任

也许我没有那么庆幸

但没有选择

在别人眼里

都会以非常表面的总结说

“你家孩子每个都差不多出来了，轻松了啦！”

始终家家有本难念的经

你来念我家的经你就会懂了

但始终家丑不可外扬

点到为止。

one of my hobby

i feel very fresh n happy on my blog latest renovation!
i m very satisfy on it
coz i have long time no do anything about design
but i did it during my revision time
i m really wasting time or....
anyway, i really enjoy when i spend the time on design something.
---so i think i m not wasting time^^---

青春痘

一个傻婆习惯了青春痘的陪伴
当他们不在时
却很担心他们的出现
不敢肯定那面孔还会不会有这些不速之客

这是阴影吗？哈哈！

逊的我

看了他的文章

发觉到

-----原来我很逊------

><

笔墨难以形容的逊！

cheng meng

we all gather around
laugh and laugh
a happy family reunion again
after chinese new year
but the different is
we gather in front of the grave of grandpa and grandma

i feel warm and happiness
as i born into this family
although we are not a rich family
although we quarrel sometimes
although we are juz ordinary family

ya, compare to orphans
we know our root family
we get love from our parents

we all growing up
they all older now
what they've given us
is time for us to return back

without them without us

what they've given us
we must treasure and feel thankful
no matter how they treat us

becoz we always are their children
no matter how old you are.

今天

去年的今天
我记得清清楚楚

她，她与我
在我家的附近草场正给予辅导

当天是地球60个小时
关灯一小时

八点二十七分
他的一封信息
当然我是意外又惊喜

今天
没有了
没有就算了吧!

去年的今天
她终于幸福洋溢
我依然是独行侠☆



Ps: 我记忆并非那么好,但这种我就记得牢.

祈福, 给日本

无情的地震,海啸

摧毁文明的日本

灾害过后

接踵而来的核电厂爆发

辐射也出来凑热闹

坚韧不拔的日本

我salute你们

加油!

你们一定可以很快的站起来!

纪律!

我
不再对自己纪律
很恨这个我

小学不懂事
有爸爸的藤便来看管我的纪律

中学开始开窍
开始纪律
有时回头想都觉得不可思议

因为
现在的我
零纪律
只有纪律在不相干的事上

以前的我 回来啦~❤
不纪律的我很想念纪律的我~

under renovation

my blog is under renovation
so not yet completed
i like it
maybe will change again,
hehe!
hope this is a very peaceful place
every time i come here

explore our life

what is right n wrong
we knew clearly when we were small

what is right n wrong
i start lose the direction
as most of the teachers said
it is "DEPEND"
even what we learned from Moral
DEONTologi and Teological

finally, what is right n wrong
nobody can tell the exact answer

there is not absolute answer when we grow up

---only we explore and find it ourself---

MUZ

i muz realize it to what i have promised to myself!

-MUZ--MUZ-

-MUZ--MUZ-

-MUZ--MUZ-

-MUZ--MUZ-

-MUZ--MUZ-

-MUZ--MUZ-

-MUZ--MUZ-

-MUZ--MUZ-

-MUZ--MUZ-

-MUZ--MUZ-

EMOing

recently, i very down

when i was alone, i start to think badly

pessimistic

what the hxxx happen to me???

i hate this feeling

-HATE-

pls, CHEER UP!!

if u ask me why i down, i cant tell u, as it is too much until i dunno what are they....

顽固与坚持

在这个阶段
顽固与坚持是我首要的朋友
希望你们能陪伴我一生
引导我成功

我真得很需要你们

release yet?? no... a long way to go..

i want to spam my blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

in fact, i should know it yesterday
but i only can log in today

before i log in the website
i dunno where is my direction
i dunno what is the limit that i can accept
people demand a lot
so do i

i pray when i hav a birthday wish
i pray during cny
i hope at least 1
i hope at least 2
the best one i hope all can p
but.....

it tells me i finally get at least 1
and it is ngam ngam ho!
wow!

what can i say?
i juz can smile n laugh
the "at least one" at least reduce my burden
(really? i got to do it all indeed!)
what the .......
argh.....

when i calm down, i got to think a lot of ways to get away for the Fs
three of them.... arghh.... dunno whether it is thankful or wat.........

at least, i wish again, i muz graduate advanced diploma 1st!!!!!
this is my aim!!!!!!

New York I Love You

 
a movie that make me scratch my head...
it is hard to understand, for me.


maybe my understanding is not good
i give a 2/5 rate for this movie.
i think this is a melodrama.


maybe after u watch it u feel amazing.
so this movie that i recommend is disclaimer of opinion.. hehe...


10 collective love stories in a film
all the love stories are come from New York city.
here is about the movie, NEW YORK I LOVE YOU


(I THINK THIS IS THE WORST BLOG THAT I WRITE... >.<)

photo shooting class

photo shooting is a knowledge
i m still in the learning process
although i knew its existence when i was young

although the knowledge for me is very deep and abstract
i hope i will get closer to u
one day¨*•.¸¸❤¸¸.•*¨*•☆

机啊机

很久没接触摄影了
从星期一的天后宫回来后
再接触一次我姐姐神经质的相机

还是感觉不到我的进步
反而看见自己的摄影技术退步
(啊!狠狠地敲自己的头!!)

星期一的相机发神经都是因为电池是小姐
她们无法负荷我这相机
结果等了等她们的能量回来
结果她们还是作罢...
害我无法爽爽地发挥我所长

今天我终于有机会再用这相机了
可是它又不懂再搞什么
"吃"掉了我很多张照片!
此机与我有何恩怨!
为何这样调皮!!
平时用你就忍让你许多了
要我秉着呼吸拍照我都让了
你还这样“吃”我的照片？

（还是是我这个科技白痴搞出的祸？？）

她

也许博客有成千上万
但我认识的博客只有学记朋友及身边朋友
他们的部落格已经让我获益良多了
所以选出这般朋友的部落格来看就够了

读部落格的目的
是参考他们的生活
参考他们的叙述及表达以便我的语文水准至少不会往后退
轻松打发时间,反正我懒惰读长篇大论的小说等等

有一位博客
是我的首选
我每次都潜水去她的部落格
看来我是她的忠实粉丝
她越大越漂亮
尤其是她拍的照片
越来越有艺术家的风范
她是个聪明人
她似乎样样精通
前途无量
我会永远❤捧她的作品

框框

可以说的是：我时常住在框框里
我不知怎么走出框框
框框外的世界是怎样的
我想像不到
有了比较
才懂框框之外的一点点

我的人生感触

无者求有，

有者求多，

多者求无，

无人不贪婪，

不管是圣人还是恶魔

非指任何人，因指全部人

reunion dinner 2011

finally i can sit down to write a report here -____-
tired the whole day
now is waiting for my reunion dinner ^^
ya, today my whole family busy to tidy up, prepare whatever can do before tomorrow coming
even my daddy n brother oso help us a lot
coz as conventional mind, girls shud do that preparation
but they involved themselves in this preparation since these few years ago
i can feel the meaning of cooperation
this is what i want during chinese new year
as a family
shud help each other
dont care who u are
boys or girls
juz do whatever u can

"boys, go to cook!"
"girls, go to wash car!"
no, we girls still cooking
guys still washing the car
at least we cooperate

❤I LOVIN IT! ❤


i coming! reunion dinner! V(^.^)V


  VV
 (-.-)
 (v_v)-- (by me, very ugly~~)

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年廿九（nian er shi jiu）

countdown:
today is nian er shi jiu
tomorrow is reunion dinner
but i still have no mood on this coming chinese new year...
i still got a lot of things not yet done!!
(still bloggING??????)
ok, gotta go~~

i am a blogger

when i look back to my blog, i can see my growing phases
childish mind --> little childish mind --> little mature mind --> not yet reach at maturity level

of course, my own diary will tell me the transformation more directly
so the content of blog is not so direct and real

since i have blog, i forgot my diary
when i m in an area that without wireless or internet access
my diary will become my 1st choice to release my everything
but my blog cant 100% help me release my everything
coz it doesnt like diary, only the reader is me
so i love diary =)

i go to my friends' blog to find their 1st or the earliest blog
i can see their changes
from very direct to indirectly expression
from a lot of mistake to less mistake
from common life topic to some interesting topic
but of course some from interesting to not interesting topic
and only they themselves understand what they wrote

anyway, i write on the blog juz to maintain my language level
no matter english or mandarin
malay? juz ignore 1st
now english is the 1st
but i still cant see my significant improvement on my english language
haiz..........

不幸中的大幸

昨天在面子书透露了一些消息
是真的，我没骗你们
只是不想让大众知道
所以选择“偏僻”的地方告诉大家
我安好
只是心情非常不好！！

昨日是我老豆生日
同时庆祝我的生日
我们就前往asam jawa庆生
当然，大家都兴致勃勃
在加铺那条路上
晚上七时三十五分，
当时我正在与婉忆通信息的那一刻。。。
碰！就向碰碰车一样，车子被撞到
然后转去反方向，
幸好接下来的车子都慢了下来
我。。。脑袋空白
那辆红色的车，冲去了大水沟
还好，不是超大的水沟

回想案发过程：
我正在与婉忆通信息
我记得是７点３５分
旁边有一辆红色的车宛如失控似的
靠近我们
又驶去右边的路障
我可以听见那辆车的刹车声
之后，它还是向它左边的我们撞过来
结果，它冲向大水沟
同时，我们就在路上转了个大圈
车子死火了，幸好还能驾去一旁
车子里的每个人都安好
案发过程中，我们的人只是少许的撞到车门
弟弟就马上跑过去看看对方怎样了
原来是二十余岁的印度男生穿着西装笔挺
车上还有两个印度男生和一个印度女生
似乎和我们一样
赶着去庆祝
幸好的是大家不幸中的大幸
只有车子不能动罢了

完了！！这辆车不能用，很多计划都泡汤了！！！
换来的事，坏心情！！
带去的蛋糕，变成在家接近十二点随随便便的庆祝


我只能说的是：倒霉！（离开不远，又发生另一起车祸。。。）

ｐｓ：发生地点刚好是印度人地区，结果他们都跑去救他们的人。而我们，他们视若无睹。也只能说：印度人真的很团结。当然，我们也有去警察局。生平第一次全家人在我爸爸生日当天去警察局。。不过，在这种情况下，感到温馨的是，大家还能围在一起，吹蜡烛，切蛋糕。这件事也让我回想到去年我朋友来我家之前遇到同样的事。有点好笑的是，我们要在新年里，不断重复解释这起事件。。哦！麦高！！

260111

yesterday was my birthday
i though it was just a small celebration between four of us
but i never thought that akb gang will celebrate with me together

ya, i really waited for them very long for starting the steamboat dinner
(but we actually started to eat little big without waiting for them, nyek x3!)

finally they all coming
we started at 9.15pm
until we very full at 11pm

luckily today i finished my test already, if not, i must be very upset!

i really feel very appreciate
appreciate to mun kit kar mun simon woan yih joseph kevin jye wen
they celebrated with me
a special gift from simon (coz of my hint)
prepared the ingredients with me

although there is not a high class restaurant, not a romantic environment
home sweet home

so celebrate at home is very harmony 

no birthday cake

i dont care of it lo

coz i m not so like to eat cake

u all know me so well 

^^ friends, thanks a lot

the time traveler of wife

ya, i want to share with u about a movie

THE TIME TRAVELER OF WIFE (thumbs up!!!!)

i like this movie very much
the plot is similar to THE CURIOUS CASE OF BENJAMIN BUTTON
both of these movie also related to the time and love
but THE TIME TRAVELER OF WIFE is more interesting than THE CURIOUS CASE OF BENJAMIN BUTTON
Henry's mum died when he was 6 years old
at the same time, he discovered himself as a time traveler
his is not an ordinary people

Henry DeTamble, a Chicago librarian with a genetic disorder 

that causes him to time travel randomly 

as he tries to build a romantic relationship with his love Clare. 

he is Unable to control the timing or destinations of his traveling, 

Henry finds himself drawn to significant people, places, and events in his life

 but is incapable of changing events beyond the minor differences his presence creates. 

(from wikipedia)

just donwload n watch it, u wont regret after u watch it, i guarantee! ^^
remember bring along the tissue when u watch it. XD

confidentiality

i have reached at an age of maturity level
what i shud n shudn't say or do
i shud know it

i have struggled myself very long time (although it wasn't)
whether to talk about her to my friends
i know that if i talk about her
that's mean i spoil her reputation
as i never face to face with her.

i cannot do anything
and i juz want to share with them
to get some opinions from them
as they have experience.

*****down******
*****helpless****
*****conventional mind??****
juz forget it.......

PS: i wonder whether i can be a professional auditor or not as confidentiality is one of my career principle. haha.... out of topic........ (==!!!)

爱情戏剧

昨天独自一人看了一套爱情戏
就算没有爱情陪伴我
至少有爱情戏剧可以提高我自己的甜蜜度
那种感觉比吃糖果还要甜！
但幻想太多会反效果。
是不是每个人看了这类型的戏都有这种作用呢？
还是我太容易被戏征服呢？
哈哈！不晓得。。。

就是它: INNOCENT STEP(韩国剧)--它不怎么搞浪漫,但至少对一个初恋女生来说看了是最有感觉的!^^

a moral project

title: dead penalty

my task: the definition of dead penalty and the types of dead penalty

i volunteer to choose this task

without any forces

then i got the chances to see the picture of the types of dead penalty

just like what we watch in the movie

very horrible 

bloody, the body parts have been separated, u can imagine that

i do it at night

i see the picture at night

nobody at home now

just can listen the sound effect, "bom bom bom" from my neighbour--their amplifier 

i list out these doesnt mean i frighten 

i m still ok. 

honestly, 

i say this because my friends will finish if they do this part 

and they will get the horrible dream

see, how great i m! haha!

(the aim to write this is to show off, XD)