hate

i hate to be forced
i hate to explain to the stubborn people
i have no energy to fight with that rock
i regret to do any promises to her
high blood pressure now

忍，忍多了，请叫我忍者！

年纪越大，越需要懂得控制自己的情绪
我自认我的脾气不好
家里有一个人可以磨练我
虽然忍住的时候，我的心好像要爆炸似的
但是始终都要忍！！！

百忍成金！！

我忍你！！！

对不起。

好，我赞同你
我下次愿意坦诚相见
但我愿意面对面解决
对不起，每次的隐瞒。

我们多久没见面？
见一见，好让我们的关系更上一层楼！

我现在反而最想见的是你们两位
因为一切可以直接解决

tears drop down bcoz of fall down

i fell down before
fell down many times
fall down again now
become painless
but my tears drop down
the tears should be filled in the pail
n keep it
keep it to flash back
how many liter i drop the tears down
for these stupid things!

有理我不怕 只怕有理说不清

做很多事情都要深思熟虑

勿一时之气做下决定

未来的自己会觉得

原来曾经自己是傻子

理智会在生气时消失

旁人应给予援助

避免来不及悬崖勒马

值得吗?一件小事结束所有东西?

若是如此,我只能无奈

累了,不想重讲同样的东西

只想面对面解决

有理我不怕

只怕有理说不清

我高兴, 因为她的坦诚

但不知他了解与否.

ps: lazy to translate into english as mandarin can help me transmit my feeling directly w/o misunderstanding.
sorry for inconvenient.

past time hobby

they are my collection when i was a child.

we exchanged the stamp with friends when we were young. 

nowadays, will the children follow our steps? 

or they juz playing games on internet?

raining day mood down

recently, the weather in klang very bad
keep on raining
cloudy sky
cloudy mood
fill in my heart
not only 1 case

the time is around the corner
my heart beat faster
i pray for what
i dont know
juz hope everything will be alright